I am sure the answer is no.But you trust to your father / mother to will keep walk with you until the end . That your father and mother will protect and keep you save Which is meant we only can see clear everything around us when we open both of our eyes and watch carefully around us
In this story ,
I would like to share a bit my my story about my relation with God and Universal
Since I am back from Thailand for horrible story until this year 2020 , I even can't make money . I tried to find job . I made professional CV and send to many companies . Either small companies or big companies . Because I really need to find work.But all looks no hope . No way out . I've been at some interviews but no result . Actually I was work at 2 real estate companies but I don't understand my self , I am always sick every time I start work with people which is this is no good for me at all . I even don't understand why I am sick all the time in my half of my life .
Until one day ,
I couldn't afford to pay my rent again .
I couldn't afford to take care of my self
( to eat , to buy monthly needs , to go doctor / buy medicine when I am sick etc )
By help from Universal , I got helped from a woman that I met at pet shop when I was hang out there just for have a look for food , toys , bed for my rescue dogs and cats .
Inside my heart , I feel painful because I couldn't buy standard needs for my first rescue dog since 2019 , but I still have little faith inside me because every time I am hang out there , I always pray in my heart , one day , I will be able to buy all of my rescue needs .
This woman offered me to stayed at one of her room for a while until I get a job and can pay rent for my own place .
Suddenly I heard a little voice of small kitten inside her bag
I was surprised and asked her with smile :
Is that a cat voice ?
She smile back and answered me :
Yes it is
We had conversation about this cat , her other cats at her place etc etc etc
Until she offered me this cat to me
She asked me if I want to adopt this little cat
I don't need to think 3 days to say yes or no , straight away I gave her answered I will be happy to do it because it s meant this cat will become my second cat after I lost Ling Ling
At the end I stayed at her place
Finally I met her husband too who was work as a driver from someone . His main job is pick up clients and brought them to have tours in Bali , Indonesia . So far , all is good . Between me and them .
Their neighbors also looks ok for me . They share food with me in the morning before they went to work and evening after they came back from their work . One week , all still ok for me until one day the wife went to work and the husband had off day . We talked in front of my room about life . About many things until he asked me private things such as how the feeling when I had sex with Western guy . What they want / fantasy . How big the size etc . He also explained to me , he never got what he wants from his wife for his fantasy . I really feel uncomfortable with this conversation . He also tried to invited me watched TV in his room while his wife not at home . But I tried to cut the conversation with polite and said to him , I need to take a walk . So I stand up and go out .
I walked in the middle busy road . Think and cried in my heart until when I have to stay with them . Until when I have to be a part with my rescue dog Amore Mio and my cat Mon Amour that I put at kennel for 2 months because I couldn't give them permanent place with clean bed , food , toys and doctor to check their healthy or if they are sick .Dear God and Universe , please return my children to my arms
One day after , electricity in my room is off . I was asked help first to the wife and her husband to buy me credit for my electricity for 1 month , it's just 10$ because both of them are work so I am pretty sure they have 10$ . Almost everyday I asked help to them but they said they don't have money and asked me back to ask help to others . Others ? I even don't have any 1 friend or best friend who still want around me after I have nothing like now . I just quiet and think , they offered me this place in my situation and now they don't want to help me to buy electricity for my room ? Another day , after I came back from outside for walk too , I entered to the bathroom in my room and I am really surprised until I want to vomit because I saw poo poo of human inside my toilet . From that moment , I already realized this is the time for me to go from this place . Because people no respect me at this place . They didn't give me key ( so people can come and go from my room as they want ) , electricity for my room and today I had shit in my toilet .
The next morning after they went work , I left the house with peace . I am really pissed off but I couldn't say anything because my situation .Actually I don't know where should I go but I choosed to go to one house from a Balian ( a Balinese man with supra natural power who is also one of their friend ) .
They welcome to me to stay with them . In this COVID 19 , all situation really no good . The man not work at the moment ( he also still work at school in Denpasar ) and their kids also not study anymore at school . They just do study online everyday that they should report to their teacher everyday
But in this difficult moment , this man and his family still want to open their hands to share place and food with me to sleep and eat everyday. They had 1 dog that really skinny and I really want to take this dog with me . To give good life one day . With clean place to sleep with . Not with water from rain and dust everywhere . With clean bowl to eat and drink .
I live my life with them everyday in simple way . I also tried to teach English to one of his kid 6 years old who really closed with me . For me he likes my little brother . I shower him . I put clothes , powder , oil on him every time he finished shower . I comb his hairs . We play phone together until we fall asleep
In this house , this Balian man has a holly room for pray at 00.00 , I entered to this holly room and pray with tears . Because I want to have my own place . Together again with my rescue dog and cat in bad and good situation . I also do fast too everyday . I really asked help from God and universe to hear and answer my prayer . Simple prayer . To send Western man who has fear of God to help me to have my own place and comeback together with my kids .Maybe you will ask me , why I asked God a Western man ? Because with God we can talk anything like we talk to our parents . For me my God is my only father and best friend who never reject me , never get tired to hear my tears + my angers + my sadness + prayers . For more specific , I asked God to prepare a big house with garden and pool like place that I stayed before in past . A garden for my rescue dogs and cats to run and play with pool next to it so I can read a book , write my book , drink tea / coffee and look to the sky to say how grateful I am to have God , Universe and my rescue animals who accept me , who faith full with me no matter I am
Almost 2 months , I lived with them until one day I found a guy on Facebook who wrote about God .
He wrote his phone number on his profile Facebook . I was asked God , should I wrote message to him or not . Need 24 hours to get confirmation from God by His Holly Spirit to say YES to me . The day after before I wrote him message on his Facebook , I do pray first to God and Holly Spirit to guide me write message to him . Guess what ? He replied me with positive answer and in 3 days he made decision to help me out from this house . Unbelieveable !!! God and Universe heard and answered my prayers.
He came with his team work brought food of packages to this family especially they brought food for their son 6 years old with kind of food that he never eat in his life before . On the same day , he went with me to picked up my rescue dog and cat at shelter . He paid the bills for 2 months . The last , he brought me to the one big villa with two separate room with big pool and garden . He gave me opportunity let me to stay there with him until I can stand up by my own feet get a job , project or deal property . He gave everything with free . Without anything in return . I never met any person like him who gave me everything without ask anything in return . I stayed at big villa , with pool , garden with my kids again in my arms and many staffs like in past when I was still have ex husband .I couldn't say anything .God heard and answered my prayers
For all of you ,
Never tired to believe miracle and keep trust in God.Put all your hopes , wishes and dreams to God
As long as your prayer is accordance with God's will and plan then He will hear and answer it
Namaste . God bless all of His creations on earth ...